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.Saturday, February 28, 2009 ' 3:05 AM Y

Someone once asked me: Do you know why someone would find another guy or gal outside despite having a ok gf or bf themselves?

Is because your partner find something lack in you that he or she is able to find at someone's else. That's why even beautiful ladies and hunky men got dump by their own partner.

For example, a guy who is looking for a wife-to-be gf, he will want someone who takes good care of his life for him and stays home. And when the guy get so bored of why is his gf so dull coz she only knows how to stay at home and not to mingle with his frens, he will get sick and wants to look for a happening gf instead.

For example, a guy enjoys his gf to be as happening as him and participate in all his activities, he will look for a female version of himself. But when he is sick and tired of his life and wants to settle down, he will then think that his gf is too playful and will look for a girl-next-door instead.

The person continues:
So, even today you find someone who you think is better than current bf/gf and you decide to leave your partner for a new one. Remember, the one guy/gal might have strengths who your current bf/gf dun but are you really willing to accept what the new guy/gal dun have that your current bf/gf has?
For example, your current bf dun drive and this new guy come along and he drives. And you are so sick of taking public transport that you find this new guy so attractive. But this new guy does not have a decent job and let say he is a bookie whereas your current bf holds a decent job with a decent pay. Are you willing to live with this new guy that you might have to live in fear all the time for the rest of your life thou he drives you around like a princess. So, how to weigh the pros and cons? Nobody knows how you feel, only you yourself know it.

How ironical? Right?
So, how to strike a balance between both in order to settle with the person you really love? I really dunnoe.

Similarly, it explains why man sometimes look for older girls to be their gf and a year later looking for a underage teenage girl instead. Feelings changes everyday, that's why maintaining a rs is never easy.

Sometimes i wonder, am i consider old or young? too young to settle down or too old to fling around? i'm so jealous that girls of my age can enjoy carefree life but on the other hand i am jealous of those friends who have started planning for their marriage. I know i always wanted to marry young. But now, i dun even understand myself and my life is in a total mess. Is already 6am in the morning and i still cant sleep.

i never believe in when one is too affected by their emotions, they cant sleep. Now, i do.
i never believe in when one is too hurt, the tears can really dries up. Now, i do.
i never believe in the person you love the most is the one that hurts you do most. Now, i do.

When can I really say :"I do."

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.Thursday, February 26, 2009 ' 6:10 PM Y

The usual us.

Hennessy was on promotion, so cheap! Only $128.

Sandra and I.

Eunice and I.

It has been a long time since the 3 of us clubbed by ourselves. We managed to finish up the bottle and went supper at Punggol Nasi Lemak. I was feeling so emo and get agitated easily for the entire night. I hate the life I am having now!!

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.Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ' 7:22 PM Y

When was the last time i saw rainbow?
I cant remember. I guess is never!
I was walking back home and I saw it!

Too much of my emo days, just a glimpse of a rainbow and I was smiling inside me.

Angel just wants to be happier. . .is it too much to ask?

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.Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ' 1:44 PM Y

Joycelyn and I did a flea market again and this time round I asked Dawn to join me too coz I know she got so many clothes. The flea was at Riverwalk, opposite Boat Quay. It was quite a successful one coz all of us manage to clear quite a lot of our stuff. And of course, I need to give some credits to Wei Xiang who helped me to drive my stuff down and back.

Our store.

Me.Joycelyn.Dawn.

Many many people.

I saw Alvin, one of my polymate. Oh yeah, they always like to joke about our height.
After the flea, went home to change and joined Ailing and bf at Boiler.

Ailing and I.

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. ' 1:26 PM Y

Xiao Hei bought me to Goodwood for a nice dinner. I guess he simply got too much money and dunnoe where to spend it. He just ate the same thing like 3 days before and wanted to eat it again.

Sharkfin with Crab meat and Abalone.
$20 more for a few slices of abalone -.-"
A price to pay for good food, i guess.

Crab Vermicelli.

After dinner, went boat quay for a drink.
Yeah, it was a Sunday night.
We simply can drink at any other day.

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.Monday, February 16, 2009 ' 3:32 PM Y

Oh well, I should have a bad Valentine's Day this year since some shit thing happened to me one week before the 14 of Feb. But well, I still managed to have a decent dinner at Jurong Point. We had Bakerzin since the queue was the shortest.

Macaroons was going for sale. $1 each, originally was $1.60 each. Pre-pack was sold out so I only bought 3 of the flavor to try out while waiting for dinner to be served.

Ham & Cheese Bruschetta.Teriyaki Chicken Rice.Assam Prawn Rice.

Movie at AMK Hub. Headed home after movie coz I wasnt feeling well.
Quarrel, Quarrel and more Quarrel.
What a Valentine!

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.Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ' 3:09 AM Y

Baby i know the story
I've seen the picture
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
and who's gonna take my place

I shouldn't seen it coming
I shouldn't read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Baby, you shouldn't called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me
To many chances
To show you how much I care

I shouldn't seen it coming
I shouldn't read the signs
Anyway, I guess its over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

About the pain and the tears
ohooooo, if i could I would
Turn back the time

oh yeah...

I Shouldn't seen it comin'
I shouldn't read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

loved

.Wednesday, February 04, 2009 ' 10:39 PM Y

One fine afternoon, we were in the car on the way back to West Coast, a Lambo was beside us.

Me: The lady in the Lambo quite pretty but the driver is an old uncle (and I really mean old).
BF: Always like that de ma, you dunnoe meh?
BF continued asking..
BF: Seriously, would you leave for a old uncle who is rich but ugly but let you have a Lambo to drive as compared to a young and handsome guy but is poor and you have to travel by public transport with him everyday?
Me: Have to depends on my age coz if I am already like 30+ and not married of course I wont mind the old rich uncle. But if I am still young like my current age now of course I choose the young guy coz he still got many years to strive for a better career and earn more money like the old uncle ma.
BF: You dun bull shit la, I see your pattern sure choose the old uncle! Got Lambo to drive le!
Me: Ok lo, now my turn to ask you!
Me: If now I let you choose between a girl with good figure and rich but face quite ugly and dressing quite or bit too but she let you drive one of her car which is a silvia as compared to another girl who is pretty but not rich, but is willing to lead a thritfy life with you, who were you choose?
BF: Of course choose the rich want la plus got good figure le!
Me (thinking): I actually got such a ****** BF.
So I continued asking..
Me: The rich girl wont give you nonsense as compared to the pretty girl coz she a player too.
Me: But the rich girl got alot of guys outside coz she clubs and drinks every Wed, Fri and Sat whereas the girl next door is so decent that your parents love her to the max!
BF: Got lots of other guys outside good ma, so I got more time to myself and other gals too.
Me: Is that what you were really choose?
BF: Of course la, plus I were cheat her money and use her money to treat my other gfs better.
Me: .... ... .. .

I turned speechless and suddenly think back about what happened last time..
I rolled my eyes and luckily it was time when we reached West Coast too..
If not I think I might had killed him for being an asshole! Lolx!

So girls out there, be careful when you see my BF.
Wahahahahahaha.....

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.Tuesday, February 03, 2009 ' 3:44 PM Y

I got ready and accompanied BF back to his house and waited for him to get change. I followed BF for the whole day for visiting.

At night, we went over to Eunice's house for more gambling!
Have to go back to office in the morning on Day 3 for lao yu sheng and meeting! Argh! And of course, more gambling!

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. ' 3:30 PM Y

This year CNY was so chaotic!!
Everyone came to my house!!
And obviously my Husky couldnt take it at all!!

I spent the entire day accompanying Husky.

And yes, the poor dog was locked outside for the entire day too!

BF wanted me to go visiting with him at Jurong East but I told him I really cant leave the house coz I got so much entertaining to do and to help my mum with all the misc stuffs. So BF only drop by in the evening and we gamble non-stop from 6pm to 1am.

BF and I wanted to join Eunice for more gambling but I was really so tired and my back hurts from all the bending up and down. We turned in early to recharge for more visiting on day 2.

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. ' 3:21 PM Y

Steamboat plus BBQ, the usual for my reunion dinner.

And as usual, Husky would be drooling non-stop.

And as usual too, MJ after reunion dinner.
I love CNY!

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